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By Lilla Date: 2008 Feb 27 Comment on this Work [[2008.02.27.08.25.15416]] |
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it was one laZy, haZy 5:30 pm in the office. seated on that wrinkled, dirty couch with one of my old, best GF in CITEM, the one and the only, the famous ... WENGGAY :) she kinda dragged me to that room with some anecdotes again, excerpts of salmon, phone tinkering, and stuff like ... forcing me to imagine how his lips taste on mine haha "youre a winner, Irms", she said with conviction. "yeah, well", i replied with hesitation. "you're winning ... dont let anyone take that away from you." ... wow she has so much faith in me ... i hope i wont let her down (that same way i did with Yes, Virginia) ... :( so i went ... "it's like i see the light at the end of the tunnel ... sure am gonna get there ... at all cost, by all means ... but honey ... the walk in that dark alley wasnt a walk in the park, huh ... i was cursed, ridiculed, fooled, i got stabbed, i got shot, i got guillotined ... whewww that was some journey ... and that one really hurt ... really." And yes, I am coming out the tunnel wounded, bloodied. A much different, learned person. "that light is too expensive ... that should be worth all these. |