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By Lilla Date: 2008 Mar 17 Comment on this Work [[2008.03.17.09.54.18844]] |
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its like cancer i got my days numbered i try and try pullin' back strugglin' thoughts of sweet eventuallys but the sandclock it pushes harder reality much faster settin' in i am left with no choice but to take that liberating yet painful my next other life while i hate .. i really hate myself i really do baby i have to Leave us with our silence and accept this as our closure. (im usually better off with closures ... but this ones different. i remember myself always being the one who takes the door and walks away. jesus, ive walked away many times over. but lemme regret this, alright. at least, for the record, there is one hurtful, walkin' away, i will regret in this lifetime ... and close something that never started ... never lived, never here nor there. its a long stretch down the tunnel huh ... its harder when ive got my days numbered... and its hardest to hold on over nothing more than imaginary. so lemme jusz regret and live this ... a haunting memory ... and yes, i will always love you, baby, always...) |