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By Lilla Date: 2008 Apr 02 Comment on this Work [[2008.04.02.13.01.11753]] |
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Are you angry at yourself because i left? Please don't be. I am angrier at myself that I left. Is it shameful to feel so untrusted? I tell you this ... ...it is worst to be incapable of trusting again. When much has been said about Me and yOU I have accepted that I can no longer fight this on my own. It kills me by the day ... I am weak and cannot survive it any longer. Please remember, though ... ... that i did not go becoz i stopped loving you. I did so becoz I wanted a fresh start ... for the both of Us ... ... jusz between Us ... ... only the two of Us ... away from the world, and all its words. Until now, I count it by the day ... ~coming to a place so strange to me. Never knowing when I will ever see ... even jusz a shadow of your face ... ~as I carry the guilt of the sadness I put upon you. I struggle in every minute ... longing in anguish ... that even after I was gone ... baby, together we're still not. ***i am so sad about that ... aren't you? ... nobody knows yet my new number ... am sure youre smart ... ud know how to get it. am waitin for you to pick me up. i wont say no ... promise ... and i dont bite, too. :) Do you? ;) ... okay lang ... basta ikaw :-* |