By chris
Date: 2008 Jun 10
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Recovered Memory

I am from tidewater –
from where an arm of the salt-heavy Atlantic reaches
up to caress green riverbanks under skies nowhere near
as blue
as I remember them.

I am from a place in the shadow
of a city where
Italian Irish Polish Russian Jewish Puerto Rican
Dominican African-
American
came of age like me
(and you and her and him)
in deep concrete canyons where looking up can make you
swoon and
on the some days
the sun sets
in the afternoon.

I am from exile –
from Texas, New Mexico, Canada –
from soft-focus Hill Country sunsets,
from regrets
not nearly numerous enough,
from homemade peach cobbler and palmetto,
from loss,
from all-you-can-eat catfish
under Spanish moss.

I am from family –
not one but several –
found along the way like identities picked up on the
shoulder of the Blue Ridge Parkway
and then tossed
into a Tennessee tobacco field
or lost in the sun
while crossing the Mississippi at Memphis
and into a New World
(which I am also
from).

I am from many lives –
from puzzles yet to be pieced together.
I am from the desert –
from rain promised but evaporated somewhere along
the way.
I am from the New Mexico classroom -
from chalkdust and caliche.

(I am from everything that is from me.)

I am from chiles green and red –
the kind you smell roasting on gold fall afternoons
(and thereafter never
out of season),
the kind you smother rolled enchiladas and stuffed
sopapillas with –
the kind hot enough to make you cry
for no good reason.

I am from the printed page,
from the word -
from poems written too quickly
and life stories stories labored over far
too long.

I am from questions –
each and every honest “Why?”
I am from music, from all the songs and all the voices
I’ve ever heard –
an amazing multiplicity
like only
the stars in the sky.