By chris
Date: 2008 Jul 10
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When I go walking at night here

When I go walking at night here
it always feels damp
and swamp sounds come from deep in the woods
far, so far,
from that day in San Angelo
at the edge of the desert--
at the edge of something
once touched
just long enough to be remembered
then lost.

My passions make no sense to me.
I think now it's all
a talisman against darkness.
You think we're different
and I understand;
I pretend better than most.
You write,
and I smoke too many cigarettes
and walk down too many dark roads at night
just to forget
that all is nada y nada y nada
and all flesh is as grass
fleeting past
the car window.

I have run out of answers for the time being.
I have come to see
that there is only now--
for whatever it's worth--
and us--
exiles from this world
together
inexorably.