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By Lilla Date: 2008 Nov 29 Comment on this Work [[2008.11.29.08.47.22098]] |
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this week was hectic. I had tons of work. i needed to bring a gift, I didnt even have the guts to tell to whom it was for, and whom the hell twas comin from. That was Virgini's role. Up to her .. all in her hands. my bestfriend packin' up again. leaving me again. i wont ask anything anymore. hes got to do, what he's got to do. "Id be fine," i said to myself. I was carrying Josh, while he was workin on their suitcases ... and I was kissin' Joshen goodbye. Sometimes i wish ... i could tell Josh am so very sorry ... and sana when he's grown, he could tell his father that. Tita Irma was sorry. and so home now. I went over blender. ive said too much in here. All the things i scribbled here. All things i thought useful but useless. Too many words here. Big and beautiful. And some kinda useless. Tomorrow hes 33. So lemme tell you tomorrow. I wanna end tomorrow, when hes 33. |