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By Briana Kassia Date: 2009 Feb 24 Comment on this Work [[2009.02.24.12.02.13067]] |
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I can't sleep at night without you I worry about you I could waste entire days in dreaming your presence. the world is a better place for me because you're in it but a sadder one because I now know what it is I've been missing I ache inside with needs unexpressible, unescapable I miss the sound of your voice the touch of your lips, your warmth and closeness all the things I have yet to feel but... they are outweighed by all the feelings you have awakened in me I love how you make me feel lovely funny, vibrant, happy even when I am not any of those things really your sleeping breath is sometimes my only comfort in a bleak world of pain your soft voice entreating me to feel you across the miles reminds me who I am inside the shell of hurts your heart opens the window to the brightness of the butterfly inside the chrysalis I wish I could show you that even when we argue, even when I stalk away in a rage, tears and fury sparking I'm still yours, and always will be (even when I don't want to be.) baby, you drive me crazy a rollercoaster spiral of ups and downs and I hate rollercoasters but someday you'll hold me and I will know and you'll feel me and you will know by this same distantly deep belonging that there need never be doubt fear loneliness in either heart ever again. |