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By Lilla Date: 2009 May 18 Comment on this Work [[2009.05.18.10.01.15808]] |
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2nd day of catching up ... 16th of May. The Cruise ... jusz across MOA Concert Grounds ... happy listening free-riders ... The Davids' concert. Sophie was li'l frustrated from seeing David A. only from a widescreen. Thank God Bok Wenggay got her a ball, a freebie from Shakey's. Ronnie brought his usual unreasonable tantrums ... for all we care. T-bird's all eyes on me (must be all the stories of Boogaloo ... hayyy ... bring it on!). MyFayeFaye was so very fond of her li'l sis Sophie. She spoils her hahahah. Then there was Monchito, Marco, LP, a bunch of hardwoking OJTS. And Nonie. We sat side by side. We misz hugging each other. Long talks about lovelife, sexlife and friendships hahaha I wanted to ask him about the real score between him and ... but he was faster ... he got to ask me the first and last question for that evening . We were a little drunk ... Cook's ranting " You'll always be a part of me I'm part of you indefinitely. Girl, don't you know you can't escape me Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby. And we'll linger on Time can't erase a feeling this strong. No way, you're never gonna shake me Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby." He asked ... "so what happened to that guy ... from New York?" I was caught off guard hahahah i thought he was gonna ask about ..... I lit a cigarette, and got a re-fill of my beer. I replied ... "we're still good friends. we tried it in 2007 but there was jusz too much going on with me, and he is away for a long time. although he promised that he will come and see me at least every quarter. I'm not really into anything long distance. 2007 was a tough year ... my last complete year with CITEM ... I was needy ... needing somebody to jusz stay with me, emotionally and physically. I'm home ... and he's home ... in New York. Im afraid I will be unfaithful (hahahah ... that was jusz my joke to GerryBoy each time he'd asked me about my issues on long distance relationships). In March 2007, he came home and we decided to have a brief vacation in ' Gapo. We got a decent room, from one of those private beachfronts in between 'Gapo and Subic. I used to kid him that we look like old folks in an upscale nursing home. We went strolling that night ... it felt good while he was holding my hand or each time he was touching my hair. He sent me to bed and kiszed me ... and said ... that he knows that I am thinking of someone else. I was quiet. Didnt say a word. A word may not help. Silence means guilt. That was a very awkward kisz on a very awkward bed. He invited me to Bangkok 2 - 3 months after. I dilly-dallied. I said yes, took it back. Said yes again, changed my mind again. He went to Bangkok all by himself. He met some British girl. He now has a son with her. He and Josh came home late year. We had a blast . GerryBoy and I we will remain good friends. It's better off that way. i don't want another Dennis story. And yes, I am still in love with Mark. He's not into me. But I'm still in love with him. He hugged me. He ended the conversation with a soft whisper ..."It's okay. I understand now. Tanggap na tanggap ko na." 'Thank you," I said softly, too. I lit another cigarette, and got another re-fill. |