By ski
Submitted by annski808
Date: 2009 Jun 26
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almost six years

     the mid-summer mist of June had just begun
creepy hollows continuously falling down on my feet
i dare to see the truth behind your lies
i tried to curled up in the corner of my fate
but i guess it's destiny's saying that i am too
dumb and stupid to close my eyes and let your wilderness succumb my being
your pathetic silly excuses and alibis poisoned my heart
and my mind
funny how it seems that life extracted us from our
cocoons and rose like a butterfly in the mist
flown together and gathered enough pollens to keeps us going
but...it's the time that blew us apart and broke out my wings

you have broken my heart into pieces...

my tears are melting away the snow
paving the desert dust to anew
the tick of clock stopped
my heartbeating skipped and jumped
suddenly the world around me turned like a whirlwind
uncontrollably inevitable movement of destiny

i know that this time it's really a goodbye for us

a bifocal focus of the lens of our life
where the truth hid behind your cobwebs of lies
five years of long existence
five years of faked glory
five years of empty happiness
five years of monotonous miseries

an almost six years of shadowed dreams

i gave you five years of my life
I've moved the equator right in front of your foot
I've stepped the universe to make things happen right before your eyes
but still, you want to have your own miracle
the hourglass has been broken
it tumbled down along with our foundation

how could you let her steal what was really mine?
how could you let your guard down
how could you watch me fall down
how could you watch us fall down
how could you let your heart betray me... and my trust

i caught you trapped in a seaweeds of make believe
still you portray it's not happening
the reality popped right before my very eyes
you burst out each and every bubble of my affection and passion
you don't deserve the pedestal that i have put you in
you have impugned my dignity along with your concubine

my veins are throbbing in pain
my heart seemed so lifeless and in vain
I've given you everything
that even Casanova can't provide
but i guess I'm too good for you
i guess my best doesn't suit the life that you wanted
i guess someone that's much better than you


I'm ready to take a new path of my life without you
but what hurts me the most is we have started this life
together, why do you have to trek back to start?
all the things that we wanted are almost there
but you chose your own path
destiny has pushed me.