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By ann skrilec Submitted by annski808 Date: 2011 Jun 19 Comment on this Work [[2011.06.19.14.25.21339]] |
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days passing by with hours full of turmoil coiling in fear and tears why can't we just share each moment savor and devour every last bit of ticking seconds in our new life together if there's one never ending fights never ending jealousy never ending walk aways never ending miseries never ending goodbyes never ending tries of staying away but bottomline is running into each other's arms why are we trying to fight what's right and letting the wrong come in one step forward two steps back it's like driving in a one way street of life where you can never win coz you know it's not meant to begin mistake false alarm mistaken identity who you really are should be or maybe i'm just crazy thinking it's really you acting like a fake hue blood rushing tears rolling messages come right through erase delete finding unable to decide whether to save or eliminate if we're even unable to save each other's contact info on our phones what more with this so called relations? horrible communication undying twist of oblivion and deprivation what's still left for us to tangle? 2am i know you're awake i could feel your scent i could feel your presence lingering around my place your silly smile your wrinkled nose and silly ways of hiding your trace crumpled duvet misplaced pillows thrown out clothes scattered all over the floor but it's all mine yours is missing you don't even know what your missing drunken in the pool of doubt listening to your woes perishing the chance to prove swimming in the ocean of lust but where's love? it's hiding underneath your skin you just can't see it coz you're afraid to reveal it always covering up your being that i might crash and burn your dreams but aren't you aware that you're the one who's tearing me apart throwing me like a dart perfect bullseye i guess this is something that i never learned of all the lessons that my guides are showing me loving is the most inevitable mistake i will always incur even if i'm already courting a disaster such as you are i've tried to express but i know that you will never even tried to press those words in your mind always pushing me away shoving up clearing out you just want to be friends but you can't even help yourself i might be a fool to love you but i am not an imbecile to let you drag me by whenever whatever whoever you feel like drawing things on your own i am not a puppet nor a character in a storybook i am just a humble being not afraid to take chances of getting hurt again stumble and pick myself up so what? at least when i move on and move forward my future will never be full of 'what ifs' |