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By ann skrilec Submitted by annski808 Date: 2011 Jul 25 Comment on this Work [[2011.07.25.01.57.9861]] |
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Staring at the empty greeting card for an hour Can’t find the right words to say I am trying to bring back the right emotions But all I can feel is the pain within All of your vile criticisms Your strings of lies and violation I can’t say a word without you blowing things out of proportion One month, I never expect a fairy tale But neither a nightmare Everyday full of fights Everyday that passes by full of gory details There’s no conversation that won’t last as an argument My sanity is rapidly changing I can’t open my mouth with one single word Without you reacting a thousand curses You kept on leaning forward With fingers pointed at my face Shooting blankly at space I was never right I never fit in your wardrobe of agony I never did right I’m tired of giving you my full length Of patience and understanding What seems to be right now seems so wrong You toyed with my being from the very beginning But I just shrugged it off I never forced myself in you I was always willing to let you go You never see the bright things in life Whilst always make sure that you’re darting the dark side of it You never see any good in me You always look for deep dark holes that you can peek My past and people from it are far more important for you Than getting to know me better My mistakes are all that matters to you Than raising that flag of peace I surrender I’m badly wounded Tired, swollen and beaten Bruised with your caricatures of monstrosity You’ve never given my any chance You always want to get things your way or highway Well know now, it’s time for me to walk away. |