By Alexzandria Samonte
Submitted by annski808
Date: 2013 Sep 26
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Air of anxiety

I already forgot how it is to be happy
I buried my heart and not the grudge
I’m standing right next to my grave
I kicked down this shovel and walked away

I tried to heal, I tried to closed down
The wounds that keeps on refreshing
But everytime I try, there’s always a
Shear that cut me by

I have already outgrown my fears
Dried off my tears
Fight off a hurricane
A pain that just killed off another pain

The night’s still young
Moon’s hiding behind the clouds
Beyond the shadow of doubts
There comes the creeps that crawls

I’ve ripped down my flesh
Let my blood flowed down by the river
I let my body shiver
Gasping for air like a mauler

The thunder scorched down the
Silence of the night
Rummaging through the marshmallow
Of clouds that hides the shine from the
Moonlight

I already forgot how it is to see the sunlight
Enjoy the nature, stop and smell the flower
I love you, but you keep on ripping me apart
Down to the last bite of every flesh in my heart

My heart is pounding...
Pounding for life
Fighting the strife
Gloom, dark and gory

I miss being happy
I miss feeling that smile from within
Juggling thoughts
Missing out gauts