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By CryingShame58 Date: 2019 May 01 Comment on this Work [[2019.05.01.02.54.9347]] |
| I’m not paying attention I’m standing in line at the bank My deposit slip in hand as I reach for a pen Jotting down the date I think has it been 9 years? Nearly a decade ago? I swallow to feel a big lump in my throat I glance thru the window Only to see myself staring back at me 9 years agoâ€â€I thought I was “old lady†My lump seems to slide into my chest I thought I was “done†As I stare thru my reflection to the out doors I’m blasted to my past, I feel a shiver up my spine I thought I was “done†It was the best but worst day and night ever Magical, but costly I thought I was “done†I close my eyes, hoping no one notices Notices the tears rolling down my face I thought I was “done†I wipe away my tears with the back of my hand No tissue anywhere when I need one I thought I was “done†I must not go back there I’ve got to remember I’ve come too far Remember? Remember I am “done†I wonder if he remembers our time together? As I remember the laughter, the tenderness, our love? I thought I was “done†My heart still aches as I take another step forward I line My heart still remembers our love as my heart take another step backwards I’m not “done†|