From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=10">Galadrial</a><BR>
Date: 13 February 2005<P>

Thanks Lady...<BR>
<BR>
Crying? Hope she is ok.<BR>
<BR>
<BR>
I just blocked a moron from my Xanga---she kept posting these snippy little remarks about the joys of marraige, and taking care of your man. I guess she missed the posts about my asking Charles for a divorce...or maybe she didn't and thinks she is something holy or precious.<BR>
<BR>
I know...tommorow is Valentine's day---but after you give someone 23 years of chances, i really don't care to listen to some silly bitch blathering about how marriage makes you "Whole". Not when I feel like mine tore chunks from my heart.<BR>
<BR>
I still believe in love.<BR>
But I also think it has a shelf life.<BR>
Some are lucky---they never hit the expiration date. Others do, and leave the damned thing to go to rot and ruin. I can't live like that.<BR>
<BR>
Namaste folks...
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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=1176">aparajita</a><BR>
Date: 13 February 2005<P>

cs58:  i'm here!!  just busy, working 7 day weeks at 3 different jobs and about to show my age in the process!!  thanks so much for missing me.  you'll never know how much that brightened my day!!  <BR>
<BR>
well, if you don't go on your annual canoe trip...  i propose we start a new annual tradition of meeting up with the girls and having us a girl weekend in hot springs or wherever meets in the middle!  i'm open to suggestions... lady?  whaddya say?<BR>
<BR>
take care pam, you are in my thoughts and prayers today.  hugs.<BR>
<BR>
deb<BR>

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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=1464">Kase!</a><BR>
Date: 13 February 2005<P>

wel, It's confirmed.  I'm FINALLY getting to go to Las Vegas!  My boyfriend and I are leaving March 21 and staying for a week.  Tickets are already ordered.  Any suggestions on some cool sites? Good resturants?
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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=1464">Kase!</a><BR>
Date: 13 February 2005<P>

Lolly,<BR>
Hope you get a nice VD, too!  I mean have a nice VD, one of the curable ones.<BR>
<BR>
Well wishes and antibotic shots!<BR>

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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=8">Ali</a><BR>
Date: 13 February 2005<P>

Echo~<BR>
<BR>
Your wish is granted--I bumped "Jehovah - is a Romantic God." <a href="/blend/wv.cgi?id=2005.02.13.15.35.13077">Lilith</a>is what came of it; I hope you enjoy! :)<BR>
<BR>
Love and forgiving silence, Ali
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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=29">~Harem~</a><BR>
Date: 13 February 2005<P>

To Injun Joe;<BR>
Thanks for sharing the article about Ted Bundy.<BR>
I never read anything like that before.... but<BR>
it does make sense.<BR>
<BR>
I knew someone that committed suicide, even after<BR>
he had inherited several million dollars from his <BR>
parents when he died.  He shot himself - and the<BR>
cops said that they had to climb over boxes and boxes<BR>
of pornography to get to him.  He was obsessed with<BR>
it.<BR>
<BR>
I also read that some men who over expose themselves<BR>
to pornography - find it like a fix -  they need more<BR>
and more each time to reach the same high.  After awhile,<BR>
the normal sex doesn't do it for them anymore -  so<BR>
then they get into the kinky stuff - and when that no<BR>
longer does it for them - then they get into beasteality<BR>
and then into homosexuality.  <BR>
<BR>
One of the guys I work with says that they have internet<BR>
sites for clubs where people have sex with their dogs<BR>
and cats..... etc.<BR>
<BR>
I also work with a guy who is a homosexual who admits <BR>
that porno is his whole life - and at one time he used<BR>
to be perfectly satisfied with the male / female thing,<BR>
but that began to get old and boring - so he progressed<BR>
into a higher fix - men with men ---- and now that is <BR>
getting old and boring too - so he says he is taking<BR>
it a step further - but all my teammates stopped him<BR>
there and said that they don't want to hear it.<BR>
<BR>
He brags about a new game that he bought where they <BR>
become posessed by demons - and levitate objects in<BR>
order to kill people.  How they drain their minds <BR>
and they smash their skills to watch the blood and brains<BR>
squish out......  He is becoming very violent and<BR>
graphic.<BR>
<BR>
Then I have my own personal experience from many years<BR>
ago, when my first husband was really deep into porno,<BR>
and went from women to men and then to animals -<BR>
and when he moved out -  He left demonic spirits behind,<BR>
that were so dangerous and annoying that I had to<BR>
move out of the house.<BR>
<BR>
My realtor said that he has sold the house four times<BR>
since then - and they all moved out before their first<BR>
night in the house was over.   The house is all <BR>
boarded up now -  and no one will live there.<BR>
<BR>
So - I think Ted Bundy hit it on the head when he<BR>
said that he felt as if something alien was taking him<BR>
over.<BR>
<BR>
I think that the demonic angelic forces are attracted<BR>
to that sort of thing.  Wether one believes in the Bible<BR>
or not - A good research on  NEPHILIM is quite interesting.<BR>
<BR>
Evidently according to Scriptures - Some angels desired<BR>
sex with women and materialized human bodies and proceded<BR>
to even father hybrid children with human women - which<BR>
were called nephilim.  They were violent, huge in size<BR>
and cause great havoc on the earth.  <BR>
<BR>
I think a lot of the mythology about Giants, and cyclops,<BR>
and such may have come from this issue.<BR>
<BR>
Supposedly, God caused the flood - not only to kill of<BR>
evil mankind - (especially the nephilim) - because of<BR>
the extreme violence - BUT also to force the angels back<BR>
out of their human forms and back into the spirit realm,<BR>
or they would have drowned also.<BR>
<BR>
Once he forced them back to the spirit realm - he took<BR>
the power away from the to be able to materialize human<BR>
bodies again.<BR>
<BR>
So I guess, they can only get their kicks now by <BR>
posessing humans -  and things like witchcraft, spiritism,<BR>
and pornography - greatly attract them.<BR>
<BR>
I have heard of quite a few cases of people's personality<BR>
changing after getting involved with porno.  It's really<BR>
scarey.<BR>
<BR>
Anyway - for what its' worth - it is interesting for sure,<BR>
and possible a warning - not only for our young ones,<BR>
but even for ourselves.<BR>
<BR>
`
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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=10">galadrial</a><BR>
Date: 13 February 2005<P>

Ok...in my opinion, "porn" is political...so maybe it's time to move all this to the politics board?<BR>
<BR>
Bundy was abnormal.<BR>
To accept his opinion on the topic is sort of stupid IMHO...<BR>
enough Said, I think.
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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=29">~Harem~</a><BR>
Date: 13 February 2005<P>

`<BR>
I agree with Galadrial -<BR>
Porno doesn't belong on a love or romance site.<BR>
It should be moved to the politics board.<BR>
<BR>
Also, I checked on Ali's article about Lilith<BR>
and found here to be linked to the nephilim also.<BR>
<BR>
Here is the Link :<BR>
<BR>
<a href="http://www.stargods.org/GW_Michael_Mott.htm">http://www.stargods.org/GW_Michael_Mott.htm</a><BR>
<BR>
<BR>
`
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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=29">~Harem~</a><BR>
Date: 13 February 2005<P>

To Ali,<BR>
<BR>
I found this about "Lilith"  -<BR>
<BR>
I wonder if Lilith also places Adam and Eve<BR>
along with other mythologies in the eyes of <BR>
most people ?<BR>
<BR>
<BR>
"Lilith may well have been of one of these races, <BR>
and she fled into the wilderness, where she mated <BR>
with subterranean "demons" and other beings, <BR>
swearing that she and her children (the "Lilim") <BR>
would always prey on human children, and seduce human <BR>
beings into hybrid-producing sexual encounters. <BR>
Again, this is paralleled in nearly EVERY ancient <BR>
tradition, from the Lamias of Greece, to the <BR>
Huldre-folk and seductresses of Scandinavia and <BR>
the Dragon-kings, queens, princes and princesses <BR>
of China and Japan."<BR>
--The Nephilim Giants<BR>
by Michael Mott<BR>
<BR>
<BR>
<a href="http://stargods.org/">http://stargods.org/</a><BR>
<BR>
.
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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=29">~Harem~</a><BR>
Date: 13 February 2005<P>

`<BR>
<BR>
Another thought - before shooting me down.<BR>
<BR>
Many romances, relationships, and marriages have<BR>
been affected over the years by pornography, either<BR>
directly or indirectly.<BR>
<BR>
Should prose or poetry or board discussions avoid<BR>
this topic - if it is within the bounds of trouble<BR>
relationships involving this ????<BR>
<BR>
I'm sure everyone here either knows of or has<BR>
heard a story of a romance destroyed over addiction<BR>
to prono or strip joints ?<BR>
<BR>
And it can go either way.<BR>
<BR>
I worked with a woman whose husband left her,<BR>
because she hung out at "Male" strip joints on<BR>
Friday nights after work - with her friends.<BR>
And the fact that she had hidden magazines of<BR>
male nudes - etc.    She refused to give this<BR>
aspect of her life up - and as a result he left<BR>
her.<BR>
<BR>
Let's face it - porno is a part of human issues that<BR>
are part and parcel of the human race - which can<BR>
and does affect human sexuality, human love, human<BR>
romance, human relationships, etc.<BR>
<BR>
So should we just shove it over to the politics<BR>
board - whenever it is mentioned ????<BR>
<BR>
What about our pornographic poetry.<BR>
Most of us here have written about very intimate,<BR>
sexual and revealing things here -<BR>
Should that be moved to the politics board as well ?<BR>
<BR>
Can people quote books, magazines, internet sites,<BR>
and possibly even leave an opinion or two - without<BR>
it resulting in a war or attack on the loveblender ?<BR>
<BR>
Not everyone who writes here or on other sites,<BR>
will always have the same opinions.<BR>
<BR>
I personally think it is both amusing and interesting<BR>
to read others views that are different than mine.<BR>
<BR>
`
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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=8">Ali</a><BR>
Date: 13 February 2005<P>

Harem~<BR>
<BR>
What I posted about Lilith isn't an article; it is a poem.  *smile*  Thought the old myths could use a modern spin.<BR>
<BR>
Ali
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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=1103">ladyinwaiting</a><BR>
Date: 13 February 2005<P>

aparajita and cryingshame ~ get together sounds great however i usually work every monday so memorial day will be out...<BR>
aparajita ~ looks like i will not be going on the mexico mission trip...steveki and i were looking at a trip to italy...can you believe that something i have dreamed of for life time...so i will be saving those vaccation days for a selfish trip of my own...maybe next year i will do the mission trip...but hey we work missions everyday...<BR>
<BR>
cryingshame ~ did not realize your daughter worked in dialysis clinic...she is an angel to many...<BR>
<BR>
kase ~  vegas is neat...if your a celine fan then it would be worth the time to see her...have fun...
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