Sorry I haven't been on in a while, I will get to reading your submissions soon, it is just that ever since I found out a couple of weeks ago that I was going to be a mother for the second time, I have been a little freaked out and under alot of stress and pressure, but my love and best wishes to all of you, xoxoxo....
B.K., about Inuit Love Quote:
this is so beautiful, to me it speaks of learning gentleness and caring,treading lightly upon the surface of a persons heart with much caution to their emotion,
ty for sharing we could all learn from this...
Exotic_Beauty, about Silverblue on white:
I am unfamiliar with your work but this piece makes me want to know more of what you have to offer in a creative sense, well written...
d, about missing you:
simple yet profound...
Farah, about Fuck this!:
whoa, someone has an anger issue, I hope that you can work through it because having that much negative energy inside of you will destroy your soul, learn to forgive for forgiveness sake to heal yourself not for him,but for you, men can be harsh, cruel, and insensitive but it is not just men it is all human beings. Please don't stereotype it will only bring you hardship in the future I hate it and try to avoid it, try not to generalize men because then it makes you out to look like the a**, sorry I know that is harsh but it is true. Think of whoever you are angry at and look at them as an individual not a group only then can you renew your faith and find what it is you are looking for.... again I apologize for my bluntness but it is how I feel...
Cj King, about Numb:
I have had to take those pills for a time myself and they nourished me just enough to allow me to breathe a hint of breath, I know what it is like to feel so low that you think the sun will never rise for you again, to wish to be numb and unassociated with reality, but to simply feel oblivious , sometimes still I have to fight the urge to slip listlessly away again and I pray that you do not have this struggle for years as I did, I pray for your quick recovery for the alleviation of your stress and for the people around you to be better able to help you cope, still sometimes we all need tough love, even if we think we can't take it, and sometimes the people who love us, the people around us just don't understand how to deal with this ever nagging pain. I hope that it doesn't affect the most important relationships in your life as it did me, just know people care. My words are not sympathy but compassion from someone who has walked a mile in your shoes...
I feel for you...
ilyk2dance, about Spoiled - Damn You: Okay, the ultimate compliment from one writer to another...THIS is one work I wish I had written as a creative piece. Bravo!
Baby Rose, congratulations on the news. I trust you are happy now? I love babies, so it is always a treat to learn of a new one. I understand your stress and situation from what you've previously written. And, really good and well-thought out advice you've given in these new posts on the comments board recently. I'm also behind on reading here, but I'll provide a written excuse if asked/pressed :-)
b.k., I am, again, happy to see you posting. Also, I am happy to see you enjoying Eins. Forgive me, but I've often found pets for friends. I guess that I may over-do it at some point, but I am happy with my new addition as she's a real cuddler, something I've been missing out on elsewhere :-)
CS% (Pam), you most recents works have me worried about you. Please tell me they are creative writing and not a bit of journaling. IF they are the latter, my concern is genuine. If they are creative writing, they did the job and struck a chord, so I will commend you on them ...... Rennie
snapperhead, I meant to write something on your recent comment as it is meaningful and realistic. Glad to see you write it here ...... Rennie
briana kassia, about Sculpt: delightful psychologically and fancifully! ...... Rennie
Ali, about too busy rearranging fate: regrets? It's a hard ride on a crazy beast down a slippery slope as you've expressed so well here ...... Rennie
CJ King, about Don't I Know You?: there is finality and acceptance in loss/death that we don't get in the limbo/hell experienced in uncertainity. We often have to use our minds well toward positives and nail the door shut to the negatives to survive until life calms down a bit again. I've had to find beauty, music and life in other things when everything I loved has gone awry, or let it find me so that I keep my sanity for those who will and still love me ...... Rennie
Rennie, we have our highs and lows like all people so yes the happiness will come back to us it just takes a serious amount of work, as for this new baby, I am scared to death, our financial situation right now is simply not well, but I am sure we will bounce back. People always say that if we had children when we could afford them and were ready for them then we would never have them lol, which I totally believe is true because there is always that little quirk putting it on hold. I have my doubts and fears for this child coming into this world full of chaos and trials after all my life is far from perfect but I know she will bring light.
No I am not far enough to have an ultra sound yet but I know it is a she I had a feeling with Natalie and I know now, I dreamed of her two weeks before I took the pregnancy test, just like I dreamed of my love two weeks before I met him. So this baby girl is well loved I can promise you that I just have my worries about what this will mean in our lives, and if she will receive all that she deserves. Ty for your thoughtfulness I try to speak to people on a truly sincere level and sometimes I may come across harshly but I never mean that. Rennie you are a gem.
xoxox
love Baby