RENNIE LORCA - Where are you? You referenced the scribbling "TSTSTSA" in one of your entries. What does this mean? I've been wanting to know for 25 years!
Sassy
Doorway
I enjoyed reading this.
Darwin
always a beginning
I love reading this and feel every thing described in this part below (felt like you were almost reading my mind!)
"most days i feel that i am just winging it. that it's nothing more then a fools try. i can hear the conversations, i can see the lips moving, and i can add the two cents when need, but it all feels a dream. maybe it's because i am self conscious. but that's not it. i feel like that all the time, like i'm not quite hearing what is being said. and that what i am saying is in some other language then my own. and somewhere it's lost in translation. it's isolating. and it's lonely. and i often feel lost in my own thoughts, and i want to find a place to hide away. though this is sometimes broken in periods of ecstasy. moments where i feel lost in ethusiastic bliss."
Kirk, I just submitted two things on the site but they don't show! :(
ps: I am eagerly awaiting the new blender (though I haven't written anything in ages)!
that doesn't mean I dont appreciate the site without it; I love this place...
star-
thanks! even when i write these little blurbs i feel like i don't quite get it across. i'm a puzzle piece sitting off to the side slightly. oh well, i'm ok with it. but the blender allows me this freedom to write, and it seems that most often if i have a thought i can't verbalize any other way, I can write it. that my thoughts make much more sense when i can write it down, and read it, and most the time I don't even know the words i am writing until they are down on paper. subconscious really.
it's always good to know i'm not the only one lost in "reality" as we know it.
darwin
i'm just him,
your turn ...i love this one and this reminds me of a show i watched for the first time -- a guy actually swallows a key...did you see it?
cs58
Star of David thanks so much for posting Autumn Leaves . Wow, I hope we find out who wrote it because that is amazing....
I just searched the site with the google link on the home page and looks like savannah haze posted "Autumn Leaves"....