From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=1176">aparajita</a><BR>
Date: 2 January 2004<P>

hey kirk:  this one's for you... <BR>
<a href="http://www.trevorvanmeter.com/flyguy/">http://www.trevorvanmeter.com/flyguy/</a><BR>
a fun site to waste time with.
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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=1176">aparajita</a><BR>
Date: 2 January 2004<P>

sorry, found another fun one for ya kirk&gt;&gt;&gt;&gt;&gt;&gt;&gt;<BR>
<a href="http://www.pvsusa.com/pvsdrawingboard/pvsdrawingboard.php">http://www.pvsusa.com/pvsdrawingboard/pvsdrawingboard.php</a>
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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=35">Star of David</a><BR>
Date: 2 January 2003<P>

Wolfscreamer,<BR>
<a href="/blend/wv.cgi?id=2003.12.31.14.08.7912">I,ll sit here smiling.</a> soul shaking...
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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=35">Star of David</a><BR>
Date: 2 January 2003<P>

The same goes for <a href="/blend/wv.cgi?id=2003.12.30.13.57.5784">Go now</a> by The Love Dog <BR>
submitted by Harmonica
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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=35">Star of David</a><BR>
Date: 2 January 2003<P>

Ali,<BR>
<a href="/blend/wv.cgi?id=2003.12.24.23.40.25427">The Last Time</a> <BR>
"revolutions and revelations<BR>
Are always far from simple, and my smile<BR>
Can only haunt and hide so much.  I wonder,<BR>
Will you remember me, <BR>
When the rest of the world whispers<BR>
Of a heart that time forgot?"<BR>
This one is excellent.
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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=1269">Injun Joe</a><BR>
Date: 2 January 2004<P>

My "Like Anyone Cares Best Films Of 2003" List...<BR>
<BR>
Lost In Translation<BR>
Winged Migration<BR>
Thirteen<BR>
American Splendor<BR>
The Barbarian Invasions<BR>
The Fog Of War<BR>
Capturing The Friedmans<BR>
The Triplets Of Belleville<BR>
In America<BR>
Mystic River (in spite of the ass, Sean Penn)<BR>
The Magdalene Sisters<BR>
<BR>
: )
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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=1269">Injun Joe</a><BR>
Date: 2 January 2004<P>

...and the ones that SUCKED:<BR>
<BR>
Gigli<BR>
Duplex<BR>
The Cat In The Hat<BR>
Matrix Revolutions<BR>
The Last Samurai<BR>

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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=1427">xarsenickx</a><BR>
Date: 2 January 2004<P>

I don't have a lover, never have and don't know if I will, maybe if I did he would be kind of like you.<BR>
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A sweetheart with a lot of charm and even more obnoxiousness. Actually, I know much better than to still be obsessed with you. All logic points to No, No, and Are You Fucking Kidding Me but I admit to there being a few stray outlaw hormones that still scream obscenities when you walk by. One of them being your name. I try my best to ignore them. I also try my best to ignore cute bastards in skintight clothes, but look how far I get at that. You're cute. You're also an asshole sometimes. It's okay, you're more sweetheart than asshole, it's part of the reason why those few hormones are still not listening to the rest of me. I feel disgusted at having to admit I'm physically attracted to somebody so much younger than me. As I said in the pop quiz, Pedophilic Leanings. My friends are trying to reassure me that it isn't that big an age gap, but 4=5 years sounds like a lot to me. <BR>
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Particularly when we're at this age. Holy shit, I'm remembering how dumb I was at 17. And you're quite a bit dumber than I was. Huffing glue? You fuckin' dumbass. I'm straight-edge partially to preserve what intelligence I've got and I'm still not as bright as I wanna be. If I was smarter maybe I wouldn't still like you. I guess I need to learn too. Either that or shoot some estrogen dead. Whatever the hell makes me turn my head at you. Whatever it is that makes me feel lonely when you're not in the same room with me. I'm stupid.<BR>
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1/1/2004
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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=205">Violet</a><BR>
Date: 2 January 2004<P>

Thanks Chances! :-)<BR>
<BR>
Hey aparajita~ looks like we have a lot in common.  I think i loved 99% of the things you mentioned in "the woman within"  :-) I think it was mentioned before but i don't remember... what does your name mean?  
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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=1176">aparajita</a><BR>
Date: 2 January 2004<P>

chances:  thanks so much for the mention.  since i value your writing i am honored.<BR>
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violet:  yep, so we do since i could've written your piece as well.  i searched for my screen name under 'exotic names' and found aparajita when i noted the meaning is "undefeated" in an indian dialect.  <BR>
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i have since been told that it is also a beautiful flower.  garden poet wrote on 10-04-03 (after a wonderful compliment):<BR>
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""aparajita" = Benghali name for the butterfly pea (Clitoria ternatea) The botanical name of "Clitoria" refers to its resemblance to ... (well, you know what).<BR>
It's an absolutley beautiful and delicate-looking yet sturdy flower of a magnificent electrifying blue.<BR>
and...<BR>
From "Kabalarian Philosophy: Teaching the Principles of Mental Freedom" -- Your first name of "Aparajita" has made you desire system and order and to progress step by step, yet you are taken into new experiences, turmoil, and change and rarely can you fully complete an undertaking to your satisfaction. You are extremely analytical and sometimes critical of both others and of yourself, and must guard against sarcastic speech and temper. At times you feel torn between your desire for system and order, and your need for change and new experiences. You do not accept new ideas readily and do not appreciate unsolicited advice. You tend to be impulsive and could attract accidents as a result. The opposing forces in your nature affect your nervous system, causing tension in the solar plexus, indigestion, ulcers, or growths, and moods of depression. You have not found the happiness nor the settled conditions you desire."<BR>
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realizing this is probly way more than you were asking for, i apologize if so.  thanks for asking though.
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