From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=13">B.K.</a><BR>
Date: 16 April 2004<P>

CS58; I guess I was looking for something organic. I already wear Neutrogena everything.I am so white I will just stick out as a mainlander. But that's alright, that's what I am. I was thinking Neutrogena too, tho I almost bought Clinique and thats what I pitched the last time I was there. I'll get some this week-end. I am beginning to get excited. The Wedding is a sunset wedding. It will be lovely. Flying is what I hate most. Thanks<BR>
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bk
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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=1139">jwb71913</a><BR>
Date: 16 April 2004<P>

XOXOXO  :)  Ah Maggie, No one here believes my little fantasy but me.
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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=1478">kiki</a><BR>
Date: 16 April 2004<P>

misti~<BR>
Kiki is a nickname that people use because some find it difficult to pronounce my real name so it stuck.<BR>
<BR>
everyone-<BR>
reading all the latest submissions to the Blender is like a wake up call for me every morning now. very insightful sometimes
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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=1139">jwb71913</a><BR>
Date: 16 April 2004<P>

Drain_o,<BR>
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<a href="/blend/wv.cgi?id=2004.04.16.09.56.30395">Finale</a>  Nice when it's finally over.  The future is yours.  Congratulations.   Jim
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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=872">cryingshame58</a><BR>
Date: 16 April 2004<P>

BK,<BR>
All nuetrogena ingredients aren't the same...the only natural sunscreen block is titanium and zinc...<BR>
CS58<BR>

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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=1377">drain-o</a><BR>
Date: 16 April 2004<P>

Thank you jwb71913<BR>
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Too much wine in celebration. Sorry for the typo...Grap = Grab...I'm not perfect.
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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=268">Misti</a><BR>
Date: 16 April 2004<P>

Kirk~<BR>
Could you please remove the email I posted from my mom? I just got an email from her. She came to the Blender yesterday (!!!) and was very upset that I submitted that and made a catty comment about therapy. I don't know why she came here. She knows I use cuss words and write things she does not approve of. She would love my Angelina Jolie poem. Ha. Sorry. I'm stupid. Thanks.
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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=1269">Injun Joe</a><BR>
Date: 16 April 2004<P>

this really makes me sad and kinda mad for your mother<BR>
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i'm sure your mother never intended for this communication to be "publicised" to your "friends" here at the Blender... and your comment about somehow using this as some evidence of why it is somehow your mother's "fault" that you aren't all there - well, the whole thing and public online drama really sickens me<BR>
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i find the recent postings and particularly the one from your mother to be a gross abuse fo this site (and i am an expert on gross abuse to this site)<BR>
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i know we're all supposed to love and celebrate romance poets here, regardless of how self-indulgent or boring or banal they may be, but i frankly preferred this joint when it was far more "anonymous" - now it is a small club of self-loathing and wannabee celebrity... meanwhile, people's lives hang int he balance, we report on failed loves and divorces like we're analyzing box scores fromt eh ball game.  we need to learn a lot more self-containment, self-auditing and self-editing - particularly when it is all so deeply personal and better-suited to the kind of <BR>
"sharing" one might do with a licensed therapist<BR>
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i am frankly sick of reading all of misti's personal dramas paraded online, posing somehow as "romance" poetry - i'm sick of reading about how misti shares her meds and fucks people up, i'm sick of the angry rantings about lord knows who in her poems, i'm sick of her lame postings on the Board, like it was her personal email inbox - what a load of self-important uninspired crap<BR>
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forget the need to "be an artist" or whatever and go get some fucking HELP ... and stop parading your manias like they were soemthing to be proud of.  yeah, your a real freakin' rebel, baby!  Who gives a f*ck?  And learn a tad bit more honor and respect for your family, especially your poor old Mom - posting her personal email to you, evidently hoping that we'd ALL have a big chuckle about how dumb your poor old Mom is!  Well all I feel for her is SORRY!<BR>
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Misti, spend less time on your "Blender Fanstasy Version" of your life and get a reality check on your real, lame, sad real world life.  That is where all the action is, like in making sure youa nd your family and chris are all taken care of and treated with dignity and respect.<BR>
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God what a complete waste of otherwise formerly cool word space.  Now it reads like some sick and twisted shrink's online group therapy session.<BR>

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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=1269">Injun Joe</a><BR>
Date: 16 April 2004<P>

i meant to add THIS link <a href="/blend/wv.cgi?id=2004.04.15.15.23.26002">My Precious Daughter</a> <BR>
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I don't think anything has so deeply offended or angered me on this website as Misti posting a personal email from her mother.  How many more years until Misti learns to respect and honor her family?  Think this deep-seeded anger has anything to do with TODAY?
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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=1269">Injun Joe</a><BR>
Date: 16 April 2004<P>

By Misti <BR>
Date: 2004 Apr 15<BR>
Linkcode: <a href="/blend/wv.cgi?id=2004.04.15.15.23.26002">My Precious Daughter</a> <BR>
My Precious Daughter<BR>
<font color="red"><i>DELETED</i></font>
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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=1">Kirk, Blender-Keeper</a><BR>
Date: 16 April 2004<P>

The e-mail is deleted at Misti's request.  As is Injun Joe's repost of it here.  Misti, obviously be more careful and considerate. Injun Joe, you voice a decent opinion, but you didn't need to go reposting it.
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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=1139">jwb71913</a><BR>
Date: 16 April 2004<P>

Is it Punday?
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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=23">Kirk</a><BR>
Date: 16 April 2004<P>

I don't know, what do you think we would have done to deserve such a...err...Punishment?
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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=268">Misti</a><BR>
Date: 16 April 2004<P>

Injun Joe,<BR>
You have broken my heart/burst my bubble/ruined my day. I submit poems and comments here for you and other psycho pseudo Christians to enjoy and appreciate. What will I do with myself and my art and my terrible egomania now that I know you are not impressed? With all my self-loathing and hatred for my mother/father/husband, I guess there is only one thing to do. Go out Texas style...drink a gallon of Jack Daniels, cry to Daddy God and play dodge with a choo choo train. You fucking moron.<BR>
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Sorry Kirk. No mas. I am going to rein it in. I shouldn't be doing this shit at work, anyway. Adios.
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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=1139">jwb71913</a><BR>
Date: 16 April 2004<P>

Joe,  I've got quaaludes and lemonade under the porch.   ')
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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=900">RennieLorca</a><BR>
Date: 16 April 2004<P>

LOL, Jim it is great to see you in good spirits. Capt had asked about ya, so I told him I'd rattle your chain. Maggie is also his favorite. Sonic? B.K. can tell ya that it's a fav with the limeades and chedrpeppers/ranch. Digging in the memory box for lines, but moving forward each day in happiness here. Long as we are this side of the grass we can recover from anything. You and the boy take care ..... Rennie
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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=900">RennieLorca</a><BR>
Date: 16 April 2004<P>

Kirk~ nothing wrong with finding a very intelligent woman, maybe a decade younger, who is turn-on by the same hobbies, music, interests you are and not worried by a biological clock right away ...unless you are too into finding a marriage mate in a hurry. Time with peer groups in diverse fields and ages also helps you find better dating possibilities without dealing with security and identity checks of dating services. Hardest thing is uprooting from a comfortable home base and old friends. IF you don't, then you will only be dating the divorcees and widows at some point. Not that this is a bad thing, but if I'd wanted to marry my friends, I would have married them in the first place. Instead, I keep them as friends for a lifetime and bring new ones to our core group. I actually invited some of them to go with me to the first outside groups I visited when I was first widowed. Was like this in introducing some new dates to my friends (but helpful): "er, meet my friend, who thinks he's my big brother" ..... Rennie
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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=900">RennieLorca</a><BR>
Date: 16 April 2004<P>

I might tell you about lots of flubs in carefully laid plans of the past. I've been ill so long that the best-laid plans often have to be cancelled due to medical. Some of the best times have been crossing paths with fun and romantic opportunities by just getting out and seeing what's going on in the direction we decide to travel. I'm getting better, so I'll have to report back in on carefully made romantic plans--maybe :) ..... Rennie
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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=900">RennieLorca</a><BR>
Date: 16 April 2004<P>

sorry, compose elsewhere and just copy, cut and paste. That was meant for the survey board on the post above. Trying to make-up for several weeks of time away from the site in reading and posting ..... Rennie
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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=1103">ladyinwaiting</a><BR>
Date: 16 April 2004<P>

oh my...did i hear someone say "party with ludes under the porch, and there's too much wine, but be on the watch for the one with the itchy trigger finger??"...man sounds like it has been an awesome day...sorry i missed it...
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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=1189">darwin</a><BR>
Date: 16 April 2004<P>

You know, I agree with Rennie...<BR>
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Why not go for a slightly younger woman?  I'm not talking the prepubscent by any means...18?  nah....But since women are on a different maturation rate than males.  Just think how many "ripe" women there are who are around 25-26!  My husband is 30 and I'm 25 and we are perfectly suited for each other.  I wouldn't want a guy my age, because they wouldn't know what the hell they were doing anyway.....<BR>
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So Kirk, go for a younger woman....she would still keep up with you while keeping your mind alive and curious. (as well as your body! )<BR>
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darwin
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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=825">Leela</a><BR>
Date: 16 April 2004<P>

K,<BR>
Returning was very good.  I liked it a lot.<BR>
-L
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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=13">B.K.</a><BR>
Date: 16 April 2004<P>

Well Jim; Darlin, as Scarlett would have said Fiddle Dee Dee, I'm wasn't the one with the solid "A". on her low cut dress. ha When I walked out he went out and did the deed that I needed to get the divorce and then had to testify against himself so his own Mother wouldn't have to. But indeed, I was the oak that spit in his eye.<BR>
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bk
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