From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=17">deevaa</a><BR>
Date: 1 December 2001<P>

Rhet, my work is inspired more by EW's body that hubby's photography, but the two go hand in hand I guess.<BR>
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I met the two of them for dinner one night while I was in the USA, they are great people, both if them very very interesting... and funny.... EW and I giggled and giggled... all about the Brit vs the American of course.<BR>
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dee
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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=5">jackryhme</a><BR>
Date: 1 December 2001<P>

umm for two cents... i think the board here is one of the most wonderfull out there, we argue, disagree and generaly enjoy life here.  its truly like a family.  there are plenty out there jim for the type of comments you wish for ... umm try the pffa<BR>
"poetry free for all"  its all you want and more umm for the more sensible out there please forget this recomendation for that site, it will leave you dry and lifeless... one thing this site never is.<BR>
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jack
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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=254">chris</a><BR>
Date: 1 December 2001<P>

One Nut Jim: Hey man... I sure wish you'd just...shut up.
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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=268">Misti</a><BR>
Date: 1 December 2001<P>

OneBrainCellJimbo~<BR>
John and George had something to contribute. You're the one in need of an enema/psychotherapist/editor. I have yet to be awed or shocked or amused by anything you've contributed to this community. You loathe the Blender and its regular contributors...so why are you splashing around in waters you deem so mediocre and mindless, to employ a weak metaphor? Your oh so rebellious/enlightening/intellectually superior/ironic comments and submissions aren't having whatever effect you're hoping to achieve. You aren't scaring anyone away and you aren't molding the Blender to fit your vision of literary utopia. My suggestion? Find another site, go to some poetry slams, grudge fuck a Playmate and get the poison outta your system. Just a random opinion from a shallow mind.
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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=4">TJ Holland</a><BR>
Date: 1 December 2001<P>

One Nut Jim, BlondeVampireVictim, et al....<BR>
<BR>
I really enjoy getting into a good debate. I've found that it isn't very satifying to do it on-line, so I don't (very often). I LOVE intelligent, somewhat eccentric conversation too. You are very obviously an intelligent man. I really wonder what you are like in real life. I'm guessing Rhet knows. She mentioned something about seeing/hearing you speak publicly. I wonder, too, if you are not as full of pathos in real time. That you maybe just unleash on sites like the Blender. We all gotta get the freak out somewhere. I have my places. And above all, you're brave enough to say things that are exceptionally controversial. (though very inflammatory) Hmmmmm..........<BR>
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Wanna be my boytoy?....I'm not blonde!   LOL!!!<BR>
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Seriously, the Board isn't going anywhere...not with the use it gets. But you're definately entitled to your (obviously obnoxious) opinion. I agree with Kirk. I wish we could critique the poems without fear of offending here. I would love some feedback that didn't involve smoke getting blown up my ass!! LOL!<BR>
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-Teej
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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=268">Misti</a><BR>
Date: 1 December 2001<P>

Teej~<BR>
"Brave"? Ha! Not much bravery involved when it comes to the Internet. Sorry. And he might be intelligent, but he sure as hell isn't fascinating. Intelligence without charisma is nada in my book.
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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=4">TJ Holland</a><BR>
Date: 1 December 2001<P>

Oh Misti darling, I soooooooo agree. Me being fascitious (or how ever the hell you spell it) doesn't work well on the net. One Nut Jim is far from healthy...and I am far from dysfunctional. But hey, I am not truly involved in the lives of people on the net and I can handle them saying whatever they'd like. Oooh! I'm all stars and rainbows!!<BR>
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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=13">B.K.</a><BR>
Date: 1 December 2001<P>

Hey One Nut; Jack is right, Poetry Free For All would be your cup of tea. Just right for head up the ass types that think they can walk on water. They will show you not only that you can't they will enjoy watching you drown. Lots more ego's like your own. We prefer a more gentle human touch where everyones words are welcome. If thats not rough enough for you, I hear they do have those awful places where for $600 they will hang you up and beat you for an hour. <BR>
<BR>
bk<BR>
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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=328">Rhetoric</a><BR>
Date: 1 December 2001<P>

Deevaa –<BR>
The EW is an amazing figure to behold.  She has the perfect curves for the style in which you paint.  How cool that you got to meet them.  Did you meet them as a result of your art or were they acquaintances before the website?  Have they purchased any of your paintings and have you gotten any of his photos?<BR>
<BR>
TJ, Misti, & BK -<BR>
Actually, I have never formally met Jim/Victim/Daisy, et al.   I know him more through his role in my community (of which he IS well respected), mutual associations, and from many of his interns.  My only issue with him here (I have more serious at home) is the constant defamation he insists spilling onto this site.  I am just confused why he keeps coming here, only to be “disappointed” by our little poetry site.  I, too, was fascinated by his intelligent wit and his ability to spark some funny shoot-off conversations here.  Now, he is just out of line.  He has been asked by the Blender-Keeper to chill and he refuses. He is a self-centered eccentric who thinks his words are golden.  It is a shame to allow such brilliant potential in a man twist into a venomous freak (trapped in his own mind).  I hate that I am not mature enough to simply ignore him.  However, his words are meant to hurt people I care for – and that keeps me in this futile state of wanting to lash out and call him on his attacks.  The funniest of all is that in this situation, he doesn’t have the power.  He hates that he can’t turn it all off and come back only when he wants!  I hate that I am even allowing myself to be sparked by him.  Secretly, I think it is SO funny that he doesn’t stop – and I am saddened by his lack of judgment.  <BR>
<BR>
Rhet
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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=268">Misti</a><BR>
Date: 1 December 2001<P>

Teej~<BR>
I apologize. That was hasty of me. You're right...the Board can be a lacking medium. I love...PEZ dispensers and Mexican beer. 'Specially Tecate. With salt and lime.<BR>
Rhet~<BR>
That's funny. I'm constantly being surprised by people...how they are on the Internet and how they are in the "real" world. From his contributions to the Blender, I would guess that OneNutDude is a slacker who still lives at home with his parents and hangs out in chat rooms on Saturday nights harassing teenyboppers. To hear that he is a successful little American citizen is a true shocker. But it shouldn't be. The world is full of sick fucks. People who are all bright and shiny before the waking world but something else altogether in the privacy of their home. Ah, well. Que sera sera. "Heathers" is Christian Slater's best movie ever, btw.<BR>
:)
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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=2">scqueen</a><BR>
Date: 1 December 2001<P>

nothing ~  <a href="/blend/wv.cgi?id=2001.12.01.00.12.19606">casting reflections for...</a>  is definately SOMETHING! Wow.
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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=13">B.K.</a><BR>
Date: 1 December 2001<P>

You know Rhett, I was thinking (I do that as seldom as possible ha) I had him pegged wrong. I remember seeing a Bergman movie (for the life of me I can't remember the title unless it was Hour of the Wolf) Anyway there was this great scene that has always stuck in my mind of all these people sitting around at a fancy dinner party and suddenly one of them is walking accross the ceiling. The line thats next is something to the effect of OH, Don't mind me it's only my jealousy showing. And I thought Thats IT! He's obviously been hurt somehow and is showing his jealousy in very obnoxious ways (which is no excuse) but might explain it. He needs to put it to work in clever dis poems or something creative instead of sounding like a drunken stooge. One last comment and I will stop. It is a full moon also which does tend to pull the waters of all our brains pretty hard. (But some worse than others)<BR>
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bk
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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=13">B.K.</a><BR>
Date: 1 December 2001<P>

One Nut N Honey, The therapy is free, now put your hands on the screen and Chant very loudly HEAL! HEAL! Then send Oral Roberts one million dollars as he is still holding god for ransom or maybe thats Osama now which in that case face east. Oh Well!  I swear I am leaving now. ha ha Back to the grindstone.<BR>
<BR>
bk
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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=13">B.K.</a><BR>
Date: 1 December 2001<P>

Teej; Well obviously I am stil here and don't know when to shut up. ha I was reading what you said about criticism. Ok so this is not the hard line bunch. But I don't think we blow smoke up each others bums. I for one don't feel qualifed to critiqe anyones poetry as I just picked up a pen to write and am learning as I go along. I sorta think poetry is like religion, personal and private and has to be done by the author. When they get ready to publish you then maybe you can fight it out with the editors..ha ha but the emotion and the raw words are what distinguish us all from one another and god forbid that we all come out sounding like soemone elses idea of how poetry should be. I get pretty passionate about my work here, ha ha. You toucha my poems I breaka your arms..ha ha I guess I for one am not looking to be famous. Just to use the words in how I feel. Cheaper than therapy and no drugs to take for the rest of your life, nor anyone to put a label on you to follow you around either. Just the wonderful power of words. But in the mean time and I mean this nicely as some people can handle the place, try Poetry Free For All, see how fast they make you mad enough to spit..HA (sorry, just another one of those thin skinned eccentric southern writers) Now I am leaving I hope..ha<BR>
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bk  
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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=2">scqueen</a><BR>
Date: 1 December 2001<P>

Oh Lord, she's howling again... :-)
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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=483">One Nut Jim</a><BR>
Date: 1 December 2001<P>

<BR>
Greetings Fans and Failures!<BR>
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Y'all a bunch of uptight wannabees, and young (no doubt)...<BR>
<BR>
oh well, lemme tell you 'bout the time ol' Uncle Bill Burroughs and I hogtied Ellie Dykewoman and taught her the meaning of semantics while Susan Sontag squatted over E. D's head and passed hellacious winds...<BR>
<BR>
You think you are writers?  Then stop all this pissy childish bullshite and WRITE (and KIRK, you oughta be ashamed - you teach up to th' Junior College?).  Bunch of freaking pussy ass wimps pretending you have some significance.  Hey - don't get me wrong, kids ...I've had my ass whipped so many times I can't even see straight, by writers you could only hope to emulate.  And then Larry Ferlingetti and a couple of bull dykes named Mary (both of 'em) finally kicked me in the nuts one too too many, and I knew I'd become a writer.  I've had Charles Bukowski explain in most poetic terms the value in NOT going down on bad pussy, just before he vomited a BLT and Tanqueray in my lap.  So, don't go off all high and mighty on me.  I'll whip your proverbial cyber-ass!<BR>
<BR>
Interesting how a simple suggestion to REST the space 'til New Years ellicits such a vehement reaction (not a thoughtful writer's response, rather an addictive RE-ACTION)<BR>
<BR>
...like the last time I asked a friend to quit drinking...JUST FOR TWO MONTHS.  Just give it, your body, your temple ...a REST.  F*ck no, buddy!  Too ingrained in the addiction that LIFE is.  Writing is no different.  You'll larn ya that lesson when life rips your heart out and shits into your chestal cavity one 2 many 2 many 2 many...<BR>
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Get the hell outta your parent's houses and breathe some fresh air, write dazzling works and READ THEM to your friends and family or the freakin 7-11 clerk - LIVE (that'll give you all the feedback you'll need, you actually get to face another human reacting badly or laughing or weeping or calling the cops...but whatever you do, take a fucking risk).  Get real and out in life, and off this sterile futile CHAT ROOM..submit away to your heart's content!  But don't burdon potentially millions of readers with the severe disconnects between your good works and your dissonant mental cyber rantings and ratings.  See that?  See what I just did there?<BR>
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See, I used to love Edna St. Vincent Millay.  ABsolutely loved her works, and from what I read I formed my own images and thoughts and impressions.  And then when I met her on a cruise to Borneo, I sadly discovered that she was simply an evil, wicked bitch with a hair lip and a one-eyed transsexual poodle named Frederick.  See?  See the disconnect?<BR>
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This should be renamed the MilliVannilliBlender, cause most of y'alls lips ain't matchin ya wurds ...like a bad Haiku Action Picture<BR>
<BR>
Now, I'll admit a few exceptions.  This Rhet seems a feisty well-read lass (I think) who has been fed some serious misinformation by a Virus Carrying Web Attachment entangled in her floppy port.  But I really have NO clue who she might be, no face recognition (as she assumes).  And this Teej in TX (?) can be my muse any day of the week ending in DAY<BR>
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Oh whatever, you bore me.  I gotta head over to Hooters for some real PROSE...<BR>
<BR>
Best writing tip I was ever given - "Stop writing for a month."<BR>
<BR>
KIRK: "Well, golly...if everyone voluntarily sorta decides <BR>
        in a kinda of communistical democratic way, I dunno,<BR>
         maybe we could even have class OUTSIDE today?"<BR>
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Jeez, Kirk.  Take a risk, shut the BORED down - make everyone go away and write a love poem to me, and share them online on New Years Day.  Start all over renewed.  And I promise I will never return here again.  Scouts honor.  I'm willing to think the highest thought here, I think it will make a difference.<BR>
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Thank you all for the glorious postings!  I'm collecting them to use in a performance piece I'm producing, and since you are stupid enough to give away your words to every plagiarist that bumps into this website, I'll gladly use them (ie. every third line of every post "i love my dada cause my dada been good to me").  Oh yeah, and there is no Santa Claus and this site is really run by the Psych Dept at Cornell University - tracking each posting, flows of consciousness, noting which of us play about with multi-names, cyber dating habits of the cyber wordsmith)...it'll probably get censored and deleted anyways...<BR>
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Man, Kirk - you oughta charge a posting fee!<BR>
<BR>
Oh gosh, gotta run<BR>
<BR>
see you later girls! la dee dah-haaaaa!<BR>
<BR>
Jim
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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=479">Derelict Daisy</a><BR>
Date: 1 December 2001<P>

<BR>
I think what he is trying to say is best summed up by a cat name of Ludie Wittgenstein (a little riff from a scat offa Prototractatus, the follow-up to his crazy Tractatus Logico-Philosophicus)...<BR>
<BR>
"My propositions serve as elucidations in the following way:  Anyone who understands me eventually recognizes them as nonsensical, when he has used them - as steps - to climb up beyond them.  (He must, so to speak, throw away the ladder after he has climbed up it.)<BR>
<BR>
He must surmount these propositions; then he sees the world rightly.  Whereof one cannot speak, thereof one must be silent."<BR>
<BR>
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Toodles!<BR>
<BR>
PS - RHETORIC he is right!  You really wet my whistle too!
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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=13">B.K.</a><BR>
Date: 1 December 2001<P>

Well Nut N Honey, looks like you woke up on the wrong side of the bed again as usual. Did you chug the rest of the bottle when you did. Bet you have a flaming asshole and a headache to go with it.<BR>
<BR>
First of all not all of us are young, not all of us live with our parents and not all of us have no life experience.<BR>
Writing experience well maybe not, but enough material to get way past go. For all your famous writers, I can match you with famous songwriters and musicains of enough caliber to make your head spin. Seems like you are the one that needs to get a life cause you keep coming here to harass children and steal material...pretty sad when you can't come up with anything origingal of your own. Who's the wannabee here??? Give US a break. Let see you put your sorry ass on the front page here and quit puking all over the boards.<BR>
<BR>
bk
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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=299">sweetness</a><BR>
Date: 1 December 2001<P>

One Nut Jim<BR>
I fail to see why one as intellligent as you presume yourself to be would cloud your mind with what you consider garbage.  Why bother coming to the site at all if you hold such disdain for it's inhabitants?  Seems to me those who post here and read the board are happy enough, for the most part.  Exercise your "intelligence" your free will and just saunter away, see if you can find a site full of obnoxious, pretentious people who hate everything as much as you do!  I'm sure you'll be miserably happy together!  And as I think someone else said, nothing you have written has dazzled or sparked a huge interest in me, many other postings here have.  What makes you think you are sso much better than everyone else?  A true artist values art of any sort.  A frustrated, talentless person rails against what others create, because in a sense he is jealous.  And your use of vulgarity proves that you have a very small mind and a limited vocabulary.<BR>
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Everyone else:  I think November was one of the best months yet, we all did a great job!
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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=479">Derelict Daisy</a><BR>
Date: 1 December 2001<P>

<BR>
...although, gals, I will admit old Uno MacaJamesia appears to have a high testosterone level...I'll bet he is a real Blowfly in the sack!<BR>
<BR>
Jim, why won't you realize that you are a special fella and let some people inside your heart?  What damage could "she" has inflicted on you?  Was she a golddigger?  Was she a dirty girl?  I bet you felt like Jim Carrey's character in ME MYSELF & IRENE when he sees that his triplet baby boys are all Afrocentric?  That disappointing?  Awww...poor baby!<BR>
<BR>
Get a life mo fo!  Leave us good Christian writers alone!  This is a site for saved writers, not a bunch of whiney conflicted, addicted, and prescripted ho's and lesbos!  That is where YOU need to be, Mister One Nut Tango!  In a hoorhouse, vomiting with your Mister Bukowski!  Evil man!<BR>
<BR>
I rebuke you, Jim!<BR>
<BR>
Daisy
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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=528">english_23</a><BR>
Date: 1 December 2001<P>

I am new at posting messages here, but I could not resist signing up so that I could say that some of these postings are the funniest things I've read in a long while.  I read but am not ready to actually participate in this forum (I know!  "Just Do It") but I do find myself coming here more often and your Blender Board reads like a soap opera (no offense).  But a funny one.  I figured everything here is sort of made up and I think the One Nut Jim writer is, well, funny as (poop) actually.  Have you ever read one of his postings out loud or in a character voice?  I think you are peppering your site with some ringers.  Well, I did not mean to go on so.  But I for one cast my vote for True Love to One Nut Jim!  You go guy!  What a romantic, like somebody's drunken uncle busting in on a wedding reception and pissing in the punchbowl while he pinches granny's titty.  "Who needs a DRINK?"<BR>
<BR>
And wasn't Blowfly a Black gentleman?
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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=13">B.K.</a><BR>
Date: 1 December 2001<P>

Since english, daisy,and one nut are all the same egotistical Jim Carey wannabees. I think maybe they should meet harem and her crew. Seems like a real match to me. And no nut, put something you wrote on front page, not a famous persons words.<BR>
<BR>
bk
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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=2">scqueen</a><BR>
Date: 1 December 2001<P>

I wake up to this?<BR>
<BR>
granny's titty. "Who needs a DRINK?"<BR>
<BR>
I'm going back to bed. Er having a drink myself. Yikes.
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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=8">Ali</a><BR>
Date: 1 December 2001<P>

scqueen~<BR>
<BR>
What are ya drinking? I think I'll join you...Hehe...<BR>
<BR>
Love and light, Ali
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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=479">Derelict Daisy</a><BR>
Date: 1 December 2001<P>

<BR>
Everyone!  EVERYONE!  PLEASE!<BR>
<BR>
There is no fear in love but perfect love casts out fear.  For fear has to do with punishment and he who fears is not perfected in love.  If one says I love God and hates his brother he is a liar.<BR>
                                          I John 4<BR>
<BR>
Leave Jim alone!  He carries a burden far greater than ours - Penis Envy!<BR>
<BR>
But he makes a good point...
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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=254">chris</a><BR>
Date: 1 December 2001<P>

Okay Mr. multiple-name university academic....<BR>
<BR>
You do make some good & essential points. The part about reading poetry before live audiences, about getting out into the real world and taking chances and LIVING--all true. But you make a fatal assumption, which is this: how do you know participants at this site (or any other "sterile chat room") aren't already doing all that? I actually met my wife through the Blender. Was I a sterile chat room regular? No. Was I looking for love and romance on the Internet because the "real" world scared me? Uh, not exactly. I wasn't looking for anything. I just read some kick-ass poetry and wanted to know more about the person behind it. We'll be married for one year this December.<BR>
<BR>
If anything, your incessant referencing of intellectual big guns makes me think it is YOU who lives largely inside your head. Your words remind me of nothing so much as professorial lectures recast in an anything-goes setting. Don't you have students you should be speaking to? Imparting your wisdom to? Because you do speak some wisdom--but so does my Uncle Charlie the Brooklyn taxi driver. (Hey...how's the book coming? Now's the time to start that next chapter!)<BR>
<BR>
Wisdom is cheap. Erudition proves nothing. So you've read Wittgenstein. Wow. So what. Tell us all--please!--what Derrida and Barthes and Gibbon and Celine would have said about all this. We need to know. Just like we'd like to know how many years you've been in therapy, and what exactly is behind the obvious grudge you have toward women. I'll bet THAT'S a juicy story.<BR>
<BR>
One last thing. You rail against the anonymous nature of Net communication and yet you don't use your real name. It seems to me you prove the adage that there is no positive correlation between IQ points and courage. Hemingway had your type pegged seventy years ago--and Lucretius a little before that.<BR>
<BR>
In a strange way you have sparked an interesting debate here. But you name-drop like a puppy that hasn't been housebroken pisses on the floor. Come to think of it, that's a apt analogy all around... Cheers, my man, cheers.
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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=328">Rhetoric</a><BR>
Date: 1 December 2001<P>

Derelict Blonde Nut,<BR>
                    That is a clever one, huh?<BR>
I can tell you are having fun with this.  I know it seems like a hardy-har-har time, but is this how you want to be perceived?  Why don't you really post something of your own writing?  You are clearly well versed - although I have seen you and you are not old enough to have sailed the high seas with Edna.   I am curious how YOU would express love.  All I have ever heard you say of loved ones is that they are drunken whores - all post-coital, of course.  So if can but down the Book of Quotable Quotes long enough, write us a little ditty.  And if you are curious (I seriously doubt you are) about lil ole me...lets meet at our favorite local bookstore for some over-priced coffee and scones.<BR>
<BR>
Rhetty Darling<BR>
<BR>
Someone with as expansive a film background as you quoting Me, Myself and Irene?  What is coming next?<BR>

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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=328">Rhetoric</a><BR>
Date: 1 December 2001<P>

Chris,<BR>
YOU ROCK.  Bravo. You have captured the moment. <BR>
And ONJ/DD/BVV - you must conceed that he is in the know.<BR>

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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=483">One Nut Jim</a><BR>
Date: 1 December 2001<P>

Rhetoxic -<BR>
<BR>
Are you sure you know who you are addressing?  Maybe I'm just the friend of a pal who suffered an UNneccessary shocking loss?  Maybe I'm his newer brighter more protective woman.  Or maybe I am HER - the Beast Incarnate!<BR>
<BR>
See what a tangled web predators weave?  Are you one too?  Or are you one of her "nice" friends?  You clearly are not hillbilly edumacated, move here from PA or MD?  None of this would have occurred were it not for her using this site to send what unrestrained messages she could.  I do want you to know how sorry that I am for my first rant inspired by your Blonde Vampire - assuming it was the beast herself in some new guise.  I would never issue such bile at a stranger (like the thin skinners fling at my bogus postings) - that was simply an appropriately understated level of outrage and sheer blissful handled anger to try and match the sheer level of pathological nymphomania one beast could possibly rationalize as healthy, mature sane adult behavior.  But I'm probably just preaching to the damned, if you purport to know her so well, well bad company draws flies faster'n hogshit.<BR>
<BR>
She knows what she's about.  It is easier for her to see the books on the shelf, than it is for her to see herself.  She made her choice and she gets to live with it.  How I could have ever thought of having a child with that, with what she is capable of.  Do you have any clue what she has done?  And the audacity to boast about it to me, using sex to hook me, defrauding me with with massive misrepresentation (via the internet, sequestering me from the rest of her life..the other lies)- trying to maintain far too many compartments.  You want me to send you a ream or two of data she provided me, pics and flicks...journalized notes from every corner of the Valley, after the fact "good god man, what were you thinking?"   Who wants to discover they have been so deceived and betrayed?  So lookie baby, I am the one holding "the pictures with the goat."  I'm just tired be being f*cked over by such a dimwitted party ghoul (you want this week's list?).  All I can do is defend and protect myself.  This used to be a special site for me.  Now all wanna do is buy it and shut it down permanently.  Like a certain hoorhouse I know over near where my pappy growed up...<BR>
<BR>
And I mean this in the most romantic way possible.<BR>
<BR>
PS – Ali, I loved <a href="/blend/wv.cgi?id=2001.12.01.10.02.21685">Rhythm of Your Breathing</a> …especially the way you use poet Jaqui Gleason’s “baby” image.  I love it when girls say “baby!”<BR>
<BR>
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WATCH ME DISAPPEAR EVERYBODY!<BR>
<BR>
eL hOMBRE iNVISIBLE
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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=2">scqueen</a><BR>
Date: 1 December 2001<P>

We're a watchin'...
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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=1">Kirk, Blender-Keeper</a><BR>
Date: 1 December 2001<P>

One Nut, you write ok rants. They have a lot of energy.<BR>
<BR>
That said, making up new accounts (english_23) just to kiss your own ass? Please. No wonder the best writing tip you got was to stop writing for a month...<BR>
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For the record, I don't think I'm a particulary good writer, so I don't very often.  I just wrote to impress chicks anyway. (On the other hand, I'm think I'm a pretty good collector, which is why I publish <a href="http://kisrael.com">http://kisrael.com</a> every day.)<BR>
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Anyway, you don't make a strong enough case for suspend the Board, so I won't. (And calling the "bored"? That's as cool and convincing as people who rant about President Klinton or Micro$loth)<BR>
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Chris, wow, I hadn't quite fully realized you met Misti on the Blender.  That's pretty amazing, actually.
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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=8">Ali</a><BR>
Date: 1 December 2001<P>

Tanq~<BR>
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'These Closed Blinds' took my breath away...Beautiful writing...<BR>
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Love and warmed freedom, Ali
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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=5">jackryhme</a><BR>
Date: 1 December 2001<P>

one nut <BR>
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      you are a bore  zzzzzzz
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From: <a href="/blend/av.cgi?id=529">Beyond_Different</a><BR>
Date: 1 December 2001<P>

I am new here and though I write infrequently, a friend of mine has been reading works here for over a year and she told me to check it out. Other than that, I would love feedback on what I do write and I will respond to every email I receive. <BR>
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